Someone hates me

I used to think I wouldn't mind what people think of me, but today, I learnt that I am in fact, very concerned about how people look at me, maybe just some random aspect of me that is. The lexical choices that some people make with regard to me, hurts.

Hate; a word associated with so much negativity, is used to describe how someone feels towards me. Ouch. For someone who smiles to you while you're looking, and then stabbing you in the back when you're not, double ouch.

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