Fear.

It's 2 days to Math Test, 4 to Science and just a little over a week to the final papers. I'm really scared that I won't be able to finish studying for the papers and I'm really scared that I won't be able to maintain my grades and lose the remote possibility of going for exchange in the next few semesters.

siao, I guess you should like this little boy.

Nice house

Had the chance to come across this while surfing the net this afternoon (while I was still awake), and I saw this very cool house.

Maison NW, the home and work studio of architect Nathalie Wolberg, is treated as a laboratory to test out new devices and new environments on a daily basis.

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I'm totally digging those steps and that big hammock in the middle of nowhere. Can my future place be fun and cool like that, please?

Heartspeak

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It's happened so many times before that I can't keep track of the number of times I've had you in my dreams now; I don't find it particularly surprising when we meet in dreamland anymore. The infatuation phase is ending and I know I'm getting over everything in a bit more. Sometime soon, maybe I'd find it okay to tell all of you reading who the latest object of my infatuation is (it'd have become 'was', when the time comes). Sometime soon, and not now. When I decide that it's not that a biggie to have a crush on anyone.

I became single a year ago because I saw the need to enjoy singlehood; I still see the need to, and even more, because I'm so sure of my uncertainty in love and relationships so... I should just stop the whole infatuation thing.

At times, I can't believe it's been more than a year since I turned single. Maybe it's because I still keep in contact with him, meeting up for tauhuay (and other what-not) every now and then, unlike the previous ex-boyfriends where we sort of like totally stopped all forms of contact. One year didn't feel that long after all; and I realized I really enjoy a singleton's life. I can be single for a few more years, I guess.

Updates.

Mum walked into my bedroom with a new bag again, but this time, the bag's for me (if you remember me telling you, she brought her LV bag to haolian the last time round). I don't like it that much, but I'm guessing it'll be good for formal use, practicum maybe?

Roomie and I've been religiously taking cough syrup (off-the-shelf kinds) for the past week but we're still coughing. We've tried Woods, the two different Robitussin ones, and G's Pei Pa Gou... and they all don't taste any good. Our coughs did not really worsen, but they just refuse to get any better. I can't take the coughing any more, so I'm going to see a doctor tomorrow. Finally. So much for the stubbornness.

Am almost done and over with all the assignments for the semester, but not quite done with the windsurfing stuff. It got so crazily busy at one point in time that I had 20-over active windows opened on my start-bar. Things are more or less falling into place though, so I guess I'll just need a little more time!

Just photos.

Everything will get better.

I know, for sure.

:)

Be back soon.

Yuck.